Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Of Cards and Disorientation

Yesterday was a very loooong day for me, and the fact that I have not been getting much sleep did not help. I had realized that my life has been taking great turns for the better because I have been receiving various cards. It feels good. It seems like my life is becoming the exact opposite of my life exactly a year ago.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

A Last Glance

The day of reckoning has already come. I came to my former office to receive my final check. At first, I thought everything would be awkward and somehow sad. But it turned out alright after all-- surprisingly. The best part was that I was able to see my old officemates again-- perhaps for the last time. It was a very long day for me which included a check encashment, a movie alone, and a sleepy shift.

Monday, February 25, 2013

Dodging A Bullet

For the past years, the different aspects of my life has been a walking bull's eye wherein various bullets, arrows, and stones were thrown at. I have experienced different embarrassing and depressing moments in my career life (if there is), love life, sex life, and social life. It is all because of the stupid decisions I have been  making and the low will power that I possess and is dragging me down. Yesterday, however, I am proud to say that I have dodged a bullet.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Beautiful Creatures

I had a decent sleep yesterday morning after the last shift for the week. Me and three of my elementary-and-high-school girl friends had arranged a movie date at a near mall at around 4 in the afternoon. We ended up going home at 11pm after the different things we did. It was fun meeting old friends after a week's work.

Saturday, February 23, 2013


Finally, it was the last day of the week. Just like yesterday, we were all tasked to score all client press releases that we can. At first look, it was actually quite a boring work because all we would do all day is read, edit, and comment on press releases. However, surprisingly, I find it bearable. I do not know if it's just the novelty of the activity or simply the promises that a good work entails. Either way, everything is going just fine, and I cannot see myself complaining about it right now.

Friday, February 22, 2013

A Rainy Day to Go to the Wild

Yesterday's shift started with rain that lasted up until today. Needless to say, it was cool and wet all throughout the shift. The most annoying part about it is that we all had to commute with the rain and our umbrellas ready. As a result, my cheap umbrella is now a ruined wreck. Unfortunately, I do not have any money to have it replaced, so I have to just deal with it this coming shift.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Yosi Break: On Being Assertive, Diet Pills, and Divine Lee

Cigarette breaks during office shifts only last 15 minutes, but there are a lot of things that can happen during these breaks. During the past shift, I have learned quite a few things. First of which is Divine Lee's blogsite, which I found out from a co-worker. Another discovery I did during the evening was how aggressive the Becky Nights shows were. We also had a brief talk about diet pills. Indeed, yosi breaks take little time of our day, but they can make a lot of impact to anyone.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Missing in Action

I have been MIA for the past days because our Internet connection at home was cut, and I could not find the time and determination to slouch at the Internet Shop and write something about how the days have gone. However, the days that passed proved to be quite thrilling to my career, personal, and financial lives.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

On Making Friends

Needless to say, working on a new job entails meeting new people as your officemates. Unfortunately, not all of these people would be your close friend who you would go with almost anywhere you go during office hours. In my case, most of them will remain to be officemates who I spend casual working moments with. That's just the way things should go, and I prefer to have it that way.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

In Heat

Coffee has changed everything in my life for the day. First, I get to cooperate well with the discussions during the training, and second, I stayed awake the whole day. Before finally entering the building where our training takes place, I chugged down two cans of Nescafe Espresso Roast. It was around 9:30pm last night when I did so. It is already 5:30 in the afternoon the next day, and I had no idea that it would affect me up until now.
It was actually 21pesos

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

The Sixth First Day: On Shivers, Yawns, and a Bad Feeling

I have just gone home from the first day of my sixth job. You may already have an idea how excited and anxious I was for this new work. Unfortunately, the day turned out to be quite a long one to make me realize some things as my mind work in all its mistrust despite the fact that I could feel Slumber's embrace enveloping me.

Monday, February 11, 2013


As you all know, this Monday will be my first day in my new work. Despite the fact that it is already my sixth job, I could not help but be excited about it. A new job entails a lot of possibilities and promises for the future, and all I can do is hope for the best things to come with this new employment. I have spent most of the day thinking about Monday. What to wear. How to talk. Who to talk to. And some other trivial things that actually count on a first day.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Sex: Cancelled

Yesterday was the most mundane of all the bum days since I was unemployed. I guess I am already taking a toll on doing nothing. I thought that a few days' rest would help me get back to my senses, but it did otherwise. Thoughts ranging from naughty to creepy were playing inside my head like ten orchestras raging at the same time.

Saturday, February 9, 2013

On Writing and Fear of Sex

The day passed just like the other recent ones where I stayed at home and heat up the sofa as I fly away in front of the laptop. During the morning until the evening, I was bored to my ass because I did not have anything to watch anymore. So I decided to just look for someone to flirt with. That is when I have decided to reinstall the Gay Pin Exchange application I had on my phone.

Friday, February 8, 2013

The Gall to Say "No"

After everything that happened yesterday morning till afternoon, I continued to stay in front of the laptop and watch one of my favorite series these days, Smash. It's a musical series which is not as shitty as Glee. That's the simple way to put it. Other than that, something took place that put me to the test.

Desperation in Planet Romeo

The Earth is a man-eat-man place especially in this third-world country of ours. I was just slapped in the face with that fact-- again-- yesterday when a 19-year-old guy sent me a message in Planet Romeo.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

PR = Project Recuperation

Yesterday was just spent inside the house. I did nothing but smoke some cigarettes and watch movies. I did not even do some reading of the Edgar Allan Poe book I have in my bag. I guess I am not into thinking too much. If I may say, I am in two places right now. I am in the phase from getting over the slight heartbreak I have just experienced and I am also in the process of preparing for a new job that will start on Monday.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Multiple Choice

I knew the time would come when my little "romantic" stint with Biboy would end. I just did not expect that it would happen within just days. I guess it's a good thing; at least I don't have to get myself attached to my phone anymore, waiting for his texts.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

But Then You Texted

I was hellbent in forgetting you because of the possibility that you would just break my heart and ruin my life. Because right now, I do not know how to handle such things. I am in a fragile place, and I don't know how to fix broken stuffs. But then you texted.

Alcohol, Pizza, Sex (?), and Love (?)

Sometimes, I feel like my life has been getting more boring and less interesting ever since a time I cannot even remember. I do not have as much action-- in both sex and love lives-- ever since I was born, and at this rate, I am not expecting anything to happen anymore. That is until alcohol gets completely into my senses.